Now I wasnt expecting thatIm not talking about the city-levelling gunfight Ive just had with a battalion of rogue American soldiers 90-minutes with Spec Ops: The Line and stamina sapping shootouts are pretty much par for the course.

Neither am I talking about the street thats now choked with the wailing soon-to-be-corpses of my enemies, their life seeping into the surrounding sand, staining it a morbid shade of crimsonWhat really surprised me was how I felt.

Because I felt like a total a-holeA soulless, murdering bastard.